Walk on over to this bit of shade;

Your voice disrupted my skies.
Everything went to color from shades of black and white.
And for once I felt as though...
I don't know maybe someone could wrap me in their arms.
I've been damned by my good intentions for so long.
And I don't know where I'm going.
Oh, but I know I could use some strength to go.
And I haven't found God or anyone strong enough to grant me that.
Not just yet, but I'm still looking.
But the question will remain til' I'm sure.
Are you worth it? Are you certain, are you sure?
You aren't like anyone else in this whole world.
Because you've seen past all the imperfections.
Who I am who I'm not who I want to be.
To this broken mess of a heart, this battle ground.
But when you touched it, it became almost superhuman.
Yes, thats whats beating in me. Cause' of you.
And I'm certain of one thing, oh I'm sure.
I'll stay with you in this comforting bit of shade.


[Based on a bunch of songs I love, all meshed into one crazy ridic poem.]

You have suffered enough.

So worn with yourself;
You should let yourself win.
Take this sinking boat,
Point it home.
We've still got time.
Raise that beautifully hopeful voice.
The choice is still yours.
Let go, or make it back.

Sink your melody.
Sing it loud.
You've made it now.

God, This is Caden.

I remember that night where we just stayed up all night, valentine's weekend. It seems like forever ago now. But it was perfect, even though I managed to hurt you like I seem to always do in those playful situations. [Which I thoroughly apologize for.] I remember how a lot of nights with you were perfect just because we were curled up together under blankets, skin on skin. And even after everything that happened, it was still that way when we curled up together in my bed for the first time. You layed your head on my chest and held on to me tight. It almost brought me to tears to see you like that, but I have to be stronger in front of you. Or at least I seem to think I do.
Every kiss is like an electric shock, sending my hair to stand up on end, making my knees turn to jelly and fire rush to my cheeks. Every time we hold hands I can't help but feel like I'm the luckiest person alive because those hands are always going to be mine to hold. And being snuggled into your arms is like this sense of safety that no one could duplicate. Just being around you feels like you're the only thing tieing me to the ground. You're everything I've been dreaming about baby. Everything I could ever need. You're my better half, the ups to my down, the good to my bad. And no matter what we go through we've got each other.
I don't know what feels better sometimes, knowing you're mine right now, or knowing (should you choose to) you could be mine forever. But I have the satisfaction of knowing right now is more than enough. More than anything I could ask for, with all the wrong I've done by you. Cause you know when the sun forgets to shine, that I'll be there to hold you through the night. We'll be running so fast we could fly tonight. And even when we're miles and miles apart, you're still holding all of my heart, I promise it would never be dark cause I know we're inseperable.

God, this is Caden. I love that girl.

Love & Trust

We seem to keep hitting a head in this crossroad we approached. We are perfect together, we are untameably in love. But something in you is holding back and I accept all the fault in that. But love and trust go hand in hand. And I know you love me, so I know you trust me. However small the amount is its there. Sometimes I wish I could just push you past that, and sometimes I wish I could just take away whatever hurt I've caused, but I'm patient. And so are you with your loving white wings. I don't know if they're real Marissa but I've never seen you without them. Laying beside you at night, awake watching you til the morning approached and the dawn danced across your skin, lighting up every freckle and beauty mark is a memory that sticks to me like the hardest glue. I can seperate the mystery for you. I've put up a block at this point to keep you from hurting me, but I've taken out a few of the bricks recently. Because you're mine again. My girl, my life, my world, my everything. In a way you always were just mine. Nothing could have made it any less true, even when you disregarded claim of me. Me and my loving, unnerving heart. The lion and the lamb.

We are as we always have been. In love and alone in the meadow.
Your hand in mine, somewhere in that far off dream.

But we're gonna make a dream real.





Just hold on tight, don't let go.

Just a little late, but you found me.

I'm breathing. I'm alive.
You're a little late;
But I think now, I'll be fine.




I love you.